I am going to crib a lot here. Might as well be holding a neon sign that says, “Please Need Me!” So, do NOT read this if you’re in no mood for my damnbaby crying.
I’ve been sick of anonymity for quite some time now. I guess the whole idea of posting your pictures all over social media has finally got to me.
I even changed the display name on my Gravatar only to change it right back. I’m so indecisive. Plus, I think my name sounds funny.
I thought I’d do a face-behind-the-rants kind of post but decided against it. Like, seriously, why does posting my pics online bug me so much? Everyone else does it. And so do I. (Just that I’m scared and don’t know if people will like me any better once I am no longer anonymous. Too weird?)
And why can’t I pick a theme? My whole entire blog feels lopsided *giant dramatic sob* and I know I sound super whiney right now, but I need a nudge in some direction I can actually blog about without ranting all the time.
And no, it’s not about just getting followers either.
There are fashion and beauty blogs and then blogs about books, writing, lifetstyle… I feel like mine sticks out like a sore thumb, and it’s not a good thing, trust me.
I need my blog to get adopted by The Blogosphere, you know? I’ve been here for a month and I still don’t fit in!
(Jesus. I gotta stop acting like a twelve year old.)
What do you think? Should I “come out” and post my pictures, talk about myself? It would be great to feel needed, important, loved – at some point. Do let me know!